almost finished one essay. debating whether i should just take the rest of the night off and treat myself. i think i will, i've done nothing but work all weekend.

met up with zoe today. soooo nice catching up with her. we're both going our separate ways next year but she's definitely one of those forever friends that i'm always going to stay in contact with. i've never met a single person that i could so completely be myself with and share all my crazy thoughts and have them completely returned and accepted so warmly. i'm pretty sure anyone else would think i should be institutionalized if they ever heard our conversations. we get each other.

i want to take up needlepoint when i finish my exams sooo badly. that's going to be my next crafty project. i want to make pillow covers and also just framed works. i've already thought up a few hilarious ones to make for friends.

hope won reserve champion at her horse show today, she rules.

sent out resumes to six different publishing houses today inquiring about internships. fingers crossed something comes of it. it'd be really nice to get into the publishing industry, i'm pretty interested in it. would love to learn more, and this is basically the best way to start out. gotta get some pictures together of my handmade cards to send to a scrapbooking magazine that i wouldn't mind working at either. i'm a 40 year old mom stuck in a 21 year old girl's body, what is wrong with me.

weather is fucking gorgeous and it is seriously boosting my mood. i never realize how bad winter gets me down until the sun comes up for 2 days in a row. hope it stays and we don't get too much rain.