life is crazy busy. i thought this semester would be an easy ride but i was waaaay off the mark on that one. i rarely get a free night to myself.



i 100% miss this dude and am stoked to see him in 17 days. gonna take so many naps and get fatted up and so many cuddles.

and today on white whine...

amanda: i'm getting desperate coming up with ideas to make money. i feel like a 40 year old mom selling all my shit on kijiji
zoe: but don't you get your tuition refund soon? don't you get osap?
amanda: no...
zoe: omg it's like $800. i'm so excited.
amanda: my parents make too much money for me to get osap. i wish that my parents were poor.
zoe: that is some white whine shit right there, wishing your parents had less money.

watched this movie tonight. cried face off. hit close to home, etc etc.

this weekend was good and relaxing and was just what i needed. i feel recharged and re-energized and most of all happy. it's a good feeling and i feel like i can be supportive and myself again, especially with this busy week that i'm entering currently.

next movies on the list are departed and ides of march.

caitlin, in response to my pepsi, sushi, and sweater addictions

"why can't you just be addicted to drugs like a normal person"

ur condo is the g-spot

hallo this is your captain speaking

this week in mika doesn't let me rant and also unsuccessfully teaches me about the finer points of planning ahead

[12-01-17 2:03:46 PM] Mihajlo Ilic: if it is stressing you out this much, plan out your days from now until next week
[12-01-17 2:04:58 PM] A: WELL I DID THAT
[12-01-17 2:05:01 PM] A: and look where it got me
[12-01-17 2:06:13 PM] Mihajlo Ilic: it got you fine, you cant plan out for things that arent in your control. life is going to throw a monkey wrench in your plans once in awhile and you have to deal with it. its not the end of the world
[12-01-17 2:06:28 PM] A: ya it is
[12-01-17 2:06:40 PM] A: not the end of the world but succeeds in thoroughly pissing me off
[12-01-17 2:07:20 PM] Mihajlo Ilic: and is being angry helping you?
[12-01-17 2:07:24 PM] A: yeah
[12-01-17 2:07:28 PM] A: it's makin me rull mad
[12-01-17 2:07:40 PM] A: is being self righteous helping u?
[12-01-17 2:07:51 PM] A: jk seriously tho just let me vent
[12-01-17 2:08:20 PM] Mihajlo Ilic: you sound like youre one thought away from coming to school with an AK haha
[12-01-17 2:08:28 PM] A: HAHA

waddup

super busy, but it feels good. going back to work and having money again feels good. spending my weekends having actual physical things to do feels good. i am definitely not one of those people that does well on an abundance of free me time. i thrive on werk twerk.

i really dig my classes. the psalms class i was unsure of because of the religion aspect, but i've started treating it all just like i would any other literature class, and the prof seems to really like everything i have to say in the seminars, so it's going well. obviously i love my modernism class, since i get to study both of the authors i want to do my master's thesis on. started writing the first essay for that class and it's a breeze. my personality theory class is way harder than the psychology classes i've been used to taking, particularly because of the writing 10 page papers aspect. it's been a lot of research, but once i got the hang of psych research, it's not that different from researching for an english essay, so i've got a groove going now.

started getting ahead in my lectures for my vacay in february. feels good man. only 32 more days until calg. one month down, one to go.

mika tells me i'm fat and ugly

A Marie
i'm kind of addicted to pepsi...
but i've like weaned myself off it
with some diet coke to cool the urge once in awhile
it makes me hate myself
Mika
ewww diet coke
so gross
A Marie
well i'm also addicted to niko niko and warm sweaters
I KNOW RIGHT?!
it's so gross that it makes me hate drinking pepsi
Mika
i can taste the aspartame
A Marie
me too
i close my eyes and pretend it's pepsi
nad i'm like 'this tastes like SHIT'
i'm going to pavlov myself
Mika
and it makes you fatter than regular coke haha
A Marie
are you calling me fat
Mika
most people use the word condition haha
no
A Marie
most people aren't full retard
or this beautiful
Mika
i'm telling you the properties of coke

this is a song that i 100% dig right now.

oh, have i mentioned i'm super happy lately blog? well i am.

lightin skypedate with LEDs, that's tru romance.

also right around the time when jp said we're gonna have retard sex. i'm dating a tru romantix.

super tired and super busy already. got 7 essays to write this semester. not looking forward to writing 3 10 page papers for personality theory... ugh.

forty more days until i get to go to calgary again. woohoo. gonna be a good vacation.

i'm about halfway finished knitting justin's sweater. it's turning out pretty good so far. everyone is telling me it looks like a sweater you could buy from a store so i guess that is a compliment.

k i'm gonna go spend the day reading joyce.

always making me laff. been busy lately, updates latar.

my head is tired.