[11-12-31 8:20:29 PM] Justin: currently writing my bio for my website. having a hard time
[11-12-31 8:20:37 PM] A: can i write it for u
[11-12-31 8:20:38 PM] Justin: maybe i should just put that
[11-12-31 8:20:49 PM] Justin: J P IS A DOPE ASS NIGGA> SUMTIMES HE TAKES PICAS
[11-12-31 8:20:54 PM] A: HAHAHAHA
[11-12-31 8:20:59 PM] A: i was writing something but that is way better
[11-12-31 8:21:04 PM] A: just tell people i wrote that
[11-12-31 8:21:40 PM] A: justin is a 20 sumthing photographer from some small town is this sounding familiar to you
[11-12-31 8:22:04 PM] A: his interests are nsx, slurpees, and cats
[11-12-31 8:22:13 PM] A: no gay stuff
[11-12-31 8:22:18 PM] A: there. just wrote your bio.

A Marie
i just actually can't have another depressing new years
or i will murder myself
in this motel
i'll make it a triple homocide suicide
Zoe
omg
hahaha
A Marie
it really makes me feel better that you laugh at my murder jokes
i always imagine it's kind of nervous
Zoe
haha well...yes.
A Marie
HAHA
Zoe
but only slightly.

i miss her a lot and haven't seen her in over a week ok

[11-12-28 5:27:45 PM] Zoe K: how are you?
[11-12-28 5:27:55 PM] A: i'm ok you
[11-12-28 5:28:04 PM] Zoe K: same
[11-12-28 5:28:14 PM] A: i just got home from work
[11-12-28 5:28:15 PM] A: it was the worst
[11-12-28 5:28:18 PM] A: i feel dead inside
[11-12-28 5:28:22 PM] Zoe K: hahaha
[11-12-28 5:28:26 PM] Zoe K: have some bacon and cheese
[11-12-28 5:28:33 PM] A: omg maybe i will
[11-12-28 5:28:39 PM] A: you know what revitalizes my body and mind
[11-12-28 5:28:40 PM] A: thank u

modern day romance

[11-12-27 12:07:57 AM] A: i'm a monster
[11-12-27 12:08:07 AM] A: tell me i'm a pretty sausage
[11-12-27 12:08:26 AM] Justin: ur the prettiest sausage
[11-12-27 12:08:31 AM] A: thank you.
[11-12-27 12:08:35 AM] A: now i know you truly care about me
[11-12-27 12:08:41 AM] Justin: pretty little pork inside a pretty little casing
[11-12-27 12:08:46 AM] Justin: pretty sausage
[11-12-27 12:08:47 AM] A: HAHAHAHAHA
[11-12-27 12:08:50 AM] A: that sounds so creepy
[11-12-27 12:08:54 AM] Justin: yeah
[11-12-27 12:09:01 AM] Justin: especially when you think about the casing
[11-12-27 12:09:02 AM] A: we're romantic aren't we
[11-12-27 12:09:09 AM] Justin: we r the notebook

i'm in fucking love with this woman and her face/voice.

merry xmas to all and to all a good night.

A Marie
HAHAHA zoe
awe man kids are awesome tho
they're like little retarded forms of entertainment
and you can like make them be whatever u want
Mika
you make it sound like they are your puppets haha
A Marie
yeah
extremely well crafted lifelike puppets
also they're going to be from me so they're going to be cute as hell obviously
unless i really fuck up in the incubation period
Mika
"incubation period"? what are you, a lab experiment
A Marie
yeah like when you raise baby chicks
and you have to put them under a light
htat's what i'm going to do
Mika
"amanda, honey, youve been under that light for 6 hours and-"
"JUST ANOTHER HOUR, DONT WANT TO FUCK THIS KID UP BEFORE IT EVEN COMES OUT. NOW GET ME BACON"
A Marie
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA yeah i'm just going to eat bacon and pickles and also chocolate
and then shine a light on me all hours of the day
and knit
and then you know how they play like classical music so they kid comes out smart
i'm going to play rap music to my stomach
so it comes out gangster as shit
just a little thug baby
Mika
it would be hilarious if you did that and it made your baby hate rap haha
A Marie
i'll make it hate u
Mika
thats impossible
kids love me
A Marie
i dunno man
i'm going to compare u to hitler really subtly alot
my baby will also know who hitler is from the womb
i'm going to teach it about my heritage early
Mika
i'll then point out who the german is in this equation and logic will reign supreme



mika don't you fight me on my child raising techniques you impossibly logical bastard

hey guess what, things are pretty good. i haven't had a pepsi all week and even though I mad crave it all the time, i'm going to see how long i can go without. the weather has been crazy nice and and warm, above ten all week. it snowed last night but it's all gone now. looks like we probably won't have a white christmas.

company pizza party is in an hour. gonna go for the pizza and to see my cousins, little lights of my life. they are seriously the most adorable little people i've ever met. i might be biased because they're family, but honestly, i never want callum to get into the girls have cooties phase and stop hugging me and telling me he loves me.

tonight i have to go on a present wrapping frenzy and then will spend the rest of it knitting with hope on the couch. this relaxation stuff has been good.

gonna start a "shit my boyfriend says" blog over the holidays because we always say ludicrous shit to one another.

but i guess that means we'll probably have to talk more blegh gross.

he treats me naice and stuff.

still studying. my days are spent pretty much entirely just eating, studying, and knitting. i also watch a lot of it's always sunny. i'm going to be all caught up soon and then i'll just have to watch movies for the rest of the holidays.

wednesday after my exam i think i'm going to go to toronto with zozo and hang out with her and mika if the weather's good. need to get my mind off stuff and just relax.

for now i'm going to do laundry and watch tv and knit more. a thousand errands to run tomorrow and then studying in the imprint office most likely. blegh..

I really miss this:


being home has been tiring so far. i'm stressed out and feel at the end of my rope. my exam is on wednesday and then i'm finished my first semester of my last year of undergrad. paidfnpqwienfoi. next semester i get to start working again. kind of looking forward to it, but also not since i won't get to be on campus as much and i'm probably going to miss that.

i've been knitting and watching a lot of it's always sunny. i'm on the fifth season right now. also been running about a thousand errands so i can get ready for next sem before christmas holidays start. did all of my xmas shopping yesterday. i'm a pro? i'm going to start on my second sweater tomorrow. it's also freiburger family xmas tomorrow, so that will be sum shitshow. hope and i are bagging off and only showing up for the dinner. but we're actually studying, so i guess we have a good excuse, instead of just doing drugs or whatever our cousins are doing nowadays. dropping out of high school maybe?

my mom knit me these slipper socks and they are honestly the coziest things i've ever worn. i'm obsessed with them. well with slippers in general actually, i think i have around five pairs.

i have so much that i need to do before the holidays and only like a week to do it in and it's making my head hurt just thinking about it. i need to focus on studying and grad applications this weekend before i even think about getting to anything else. barf.

hey did i mention i really miss this retard?

pretty indicative of our relationship i think.

Things here are purdy great. i wake up beside the best boy, get cuddles, we walk around the city and do things, sometimes he makes me hold things for photoshoots. i clean his kitchen and make gingerbread houses and cookies. he takes me to buy vintage books and i am in heaven. last night almost fell asleep in the wheelchair while watching him edit. could get used to it.

justin bought me a knife that matches his, only smaller to fit my hand, and it is the best thing ever. also a hardcover version of dubliners that i am drooling over. "by that drunk you like" thanks jp.

now he's in class so i'm going to go shower and ice the gingerbread house and maybe do dishes if i feel like it. bye blog!

still in calgary with tha boyfran



about to go walk to grab pizza. so addicted to booster juice right now... it's a problem. fortunately jp still hasn't converted me to slurpee.

tomorrow we're seein sum waterfalls. then helping with shoot on sunday. spontaneous early trip here was best idea. missed everything, love calgary.

guess wat. i'm in calgary with this dude, that's what.

[11-12-04 9:28:32 PM] A: why am i listening to blink 182
[11-12-04 9:28:47 PM] Zoe K: because you've gone back in time and are 13 years old again.
[11-12-04 9:28:58 PM] A: HAHAH
[11-12-04 9:28:58 PM] A: oh god
[11-12-04 9:29:00 PM] A: this is horrible
[11-12-04 9:29:01 PM] A: i have braces
[11-12-04 9:29:04 PM] Zoe K: HAHAHAHA

study day round two. halfway through my study questions. finished all my readings. crying on the inside. 2300 words done on my essay. needs some editing. everything will be soooo good after tomorrow around 8 o'clock.

i'm going to wait for ezra to get to the office then we're going to have a dance party to "no scrubs" by TLC, which is our jam.

WHAT EVEN IS SLEEP. I AM SO TIRED.

okay back to the grind.

seeing this romantic motherfucker in one day.

spending the day studying in the office for final on monday. sooooo nice and quiet here. going to go get food and stock up on snacks and tea for the rest of the night.

was in the worst mood ever last night but then booked spontaneous flight tickets to calgary. turned into the best mood. seeing jp in 2 days is pretty cool.



I AM GOING TO ORDER A PIZZA TONIGHT THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT.

i actually went to sleep at a reasonable hour last night and woke up possibly more tired than usual. i think i've just gotten used to not getting sleep. it's snowing out and i need to go drop off letters of recommendation to profs and order transcripts for my graduate applications.

now i'm going to go meet zo because she's up so early and that is strange for her and also she is stressed out having so much to do so i bought her a present and am going to go get her tim hortons and a hug. got my gurl covered.

this weekend i am probably going to lose my mind!! look forward to it

i'm tired!

i finally sent out care package today. it was fun, but one thing is still in the works, so another will be sent out in the new year most likely.

tomorrow is the Imprint staff lunch, and i'm STOKED because it's at one of my favourite restaurant in KW. Bauer Kitchens for the win. it'll be fun to see everyone dressed up and lookin classy.

then later it's the imprint after party. or 'not' after party as we're technically not legally allowed to have anything like that affiliated with imprint, but seriously, who gives a shit.

okay i've officially done nothing tonight so my saturday is going to be filled with studying and essay writing. end of the semester, you are so close!!